a man and a woman have each other baby, to find their way in this world. I need you, like the fish needs the sea, don't take your sweet love from me.

+

I'm Going In For The Kill

between the worlds of the living and the dead there is a place you're not supposed to stay.

Lila- Tell me I'm good.

Sam- You're good.
Lila- Tell me they'll remember me.
Sam- Who's 'they'?
Lila- The world.
Sam- Is that what you want? The world will remember you.

In Stay (2005). With Ewan McGregor, Ryan Gosling and Naomi Watts.

a.t.

A mulher - ^18*O Senhor Deus disse: «Não é conveniente que o homem esteja só; vou dar-lhe uma auxiliar semelhante a ele.» ¹⁹Então, o Senhor Deus, após ter formado da terra todos os animais dos campos e todas as aves dos céus, conduziu-os até junto do homem, a fim de verificar como ele os chamaria, para que todos os seres vivos fossem conhecidos pelos nomes que o homem lhes desse. ²⁰O homem designou com nomes todos os animais domésticos, todas as aves dos céus e todos os animais ferozes; contudo, não encontrou auxiliar semelhante a ele. ²¹Então, o Senhor Deus fez cair sobre o homem um sono profundo; e, enquanto ele dormia, tirou-lhe uma das suas costelas, cujo lugar preencheu de carne. ²²Da costela que retirara do homem, o Senhor Deus fez a mulher e conduziu-a até ao homem. ^23*Então, o homem exclamou:
«Esta é, realmente, osso dos meus ossos e carne da minha carne. Chamar-se-á mulher, visto ter sido tirada do homem!» ²⁴Por esse motivo, o homem deixará o pai e a mãe, para se unir à sua mulher; e os dois serão uma só carne.

A queda original - ^25*Estavam ambos nus, tanto o homem como a mulher, mas não sentiam vergonha.

I've been so long here I could lie here. under dying sky. this thirst and hunger holds no wonder. I'm just killing time

A certeza difere consoante a certeza de outros. Que certeza poderei eu afirmar exacta quando há outras tantas antinómicas ou uma apenas que me contradiga. Não é possível um ser declarar-se certo quando a origem da sua certeza não o aprova. Temo tentar ter certeza por não querer que ma furtem, e estremeço. No momento em que a der como verdadeira vou querer eternizá-la. Minha, será minha. O meu património. Fujo dela por a querer conservar. No instante da sua aparição não haverá mais preferências. Não existirão ramificações que conduzam a outro propósito. Quando surgir, quando a cativar; será única. Será a convicção mais peculiar da própria subsistência.

«Num universo de ambiguidade só se tem este tipo de certeza uma vez, e não se repete, viva-se o número de vidas que se viver.» r j w

Ryan Grees

.and so it goes

Don't come closer or

I'll have to go

Holding me like gravity

are places that pull.

If ever there was someone

to keep me at home

it would be you.

p.rocha.'09

pourtant votre lointaine froideur déchire mon coeur

Não me toques mais, que eu morro com o embate. A colisão sucedida entre os nossos corpos foi desastrosa. Crítica. Condenável. Não quero continuidade se não há consenso. Decisões. Princípios. De que me vale encontrar-te no escuro se te afastas assim que a luz se ostenta. De que me vale acreditar nas tuas palavras mortas se não conheço quem as profere. Se ao menos saísses do teu circulo.

'

18 «Se o mundo vos aborrece, sabei que, primeiro do que a vós, me aborreceu a mim. 19 Se fôsseis do mundo, o mundo amaria o que era seu, mas, porque não sois do mundo, antes Eu vos escolhi do mundo, por isso é que o mundo vos aborrece. 20 Lembrai-vos da palavra que vos disse: Não é o servo maior do que o seu senhor. Se a Mim me perseguiram, também vos perseguirão a vós; se guardarem a Minha palavra, também guardarão a vossa. 21 Mas tudo isto vos farão por causa do meu nome por não conhecerem Aquele que Me enviou. 22 Se Eu não tivesse vindo, nem lhes tivesse falado, não teriam pecado; mas, agora não têm desculpa do seu pecado.»

S. João 15

when the day is done down to earth then sinks the sun along with everything that was lost and won

dois de julho. oito horas e quarenta e sete.

.loving you is like loving the dead

If I touch a burning candle, I can feel no pain. In the ice or in the sun, it's all the same. Yet I feel my heart is aching; though it doesn't beat, it's breaking; and the pain here that I feel, try and tell me it's not real. I know that I am dead; yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed.

in corpse bride.

tigerlily.

They can sell it all they want

But you cannot agree

I don't like the taste

Of their morality

You'll find your bread and your butter

Where you fake it

And put your face in the gutter

Of a snake pit

But our communication

Is telepathy

What you give is what you get

Out of us naturally

And we can wait til the shadow grows long

And turn the page of a story

That has long since found a home

I know you better than this

I could be here when you call

I'll make you top of the list

And in the crush of the dark

I'll be your light in the mist

I can see you burning with desire

For a kiss

Psychobabble all upon your lips

La Roux.

Life is so much better than you think, my love. I know because you managed to fall in love with me even though you saw, what was it, you said 10%?

- You have to go. He's gonna be here any minute. He works nearby. It's better if he comes and picks me up. This happens occasionally, so...

- Ann, there's something that I have to tell you, and I have to tell you now. I love you. I'm in love with you... and the world seems less terrible because you exist. I feel like I wanna be with you for the rest of my life, and all that, the palpitations, and the nerves, and the pain, and the happiness, and the fear... I want to...I want to touch you all the time. I want to take care of you, and your girls and... and even find your husband a decent job and get you a house that doesn't have wheels and...

- Careful. That sounds like a classic case of falling in love...

- I am in love. I'm classically in love. The classic husband who's gonna be here any minute, and the classic depression that sets in every time you go off with him, and the crying and the tears and everything... I'll go. Though I don't want to see you driving off with some guy, you know? Someone you don't know. So, I'll be watching. Unless of course it's your husband.

In My Life Wihtout Me.

lately I find myself out gazing at stars

Lately

Oh I’ve been

wondering

when will you

take me

to

the moon.

You are

always

flying

around,

and

lately

I started to feel

like

you don’t

care

as much

as yesterday

-like someone

in love.

Ryan Grees

a culpa é da vontade.

A culpa não, não é do vento
Se a minha voz se calar
A culpa é do lamento
Que sufoca o meu cantar

A culpa é da vontade
Que vive dentro de mim
E só morre com a idade
Com a idade do meu fim

António Variações.

Never Forget. Never Forgive.

Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street (2007).

"There's a hole in the world like a great black pit, and it's filled with people who are filled with shit! And the vermin of the world inhabit it!"

Realizado por Tim Burton. Com Johnny Deep, Helena Bonham Carter, Alan Rickman.

"It was the last day of school in 1976, a time they'd never forget... if only they could remember"

Dazed and Confused (1993).

"In a small Texas enclave, highlights the rites of passage on the last day of school in 1976 for the new, incoming freshmen at the hands of the class of '77 at Robert E. Lee High School. Freshman boys are physically punished, while the girls largely face the brunt of verbal abuse and humiliation. Two main figures emerge. Incoming freshman Mitch Kramer comes to a new realization in his role as a major target of senior hazing. And, among the seniors is Randall "Pink" Floyd, the school's star quarterback, who moves with facile grace among groups of greasers, nerds, stoners, and athletes alike."

Directed by Richard Linklater. With Jason London, Rory Cochrane, Adam Goldberg.

True Blood

Ride The Snake

Jim Morrison: Close your eyes. We'll see the snake; see the serpent appear. His head is ten feet long and five feet wide. He has one red eye and one green eye. He's seven miles long. Deadly. I see all the history of the world on his scales, all people, all actions. We're all just little pictures on his scales. God, he's big, he's moving, devouring consciousness, digesting power. Monster of energy. It's a monster. We're going to kiss the snake on the tongue. Kiss the serpent. But if it senses fear, it'll eat us instantly. But if we kiss it without fear, it'll take us through the garden, through the gate, to the other side. Ride the snake... until the end of time.
John: I think I'm fucked up, man. I'm not thinking right.
John: Look at your eyes, man... your death.

in The Doors (1991). Directed by Oliver Stone